I am a quintessential optimistic loser. Just trying to change the loser part....

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

Been awhile

So today I went to the studio for some personal meditation and some freestyling

What I had no expected was to get some answers

Dancing has always been my outlet, I dunno what I'd do without it. Its been with me through everything since like middle school, and though it wasnt til recently that I decided to take it a little more seriously (my life), I'm still proud of myself for keeping up with it

Funnily enough freestyling turned into some choreography. So far I've got a lil set for Lollipop- Big Bang ft 2NE1 and Uptown- Drake... GOD I LOVE SOREAL CRU. Why is Brian Puspos so damn nasty? Like, why did God allocate so much swagger into him when he was bein made up there....
I'm starting to get a hang of choreography, but I love freestyling more. Just gotta get more variety, and I need to not think to much, but feel it. I'm still having a problem with that. Once in awhile, I'll reach that mode where I can seriously feel the music. But thats usually when I dont have a mirror in front and I can see how fat I am....

DOOD. I need to lose some weight. Having a new girlfriend means I need to try..... Crap. And I gotta get some for school. I cannot wait til I get into college, and I can sorta live my life a lil more.....

Well the rest of the night will consist of drinkin some good ol' yeo soymilk, watch some Family Guy, study a lil, and sing my baby to sleep ^^


me at the studio. Couldnt find my damn camera, had to settle for my phone camera.... I need to record my choreography...

See you all later

Monday, October 26, 2009

New things


aint she pretty?

So how much has happened?


Alot




Christina left me for another guy ( to my understanding), and maybe this blog will help me.




I've found another girl, a girl that I really connect with. Shes an artist ><>



I got a class to teach i think ever saturday now, at a local chinese dance school. Should be fun




----RANT---


Its like love again. Falling in love. The first kiss. That time you sang to her. I think this is the first traditional relationship I've ever had. Maybe its because I have a car.... T.T


But this feeling is something I've never felt. I think they call this.... falling for someone. Shes just so... bright. So brilliant. So.... right?


Yea... so right




Schools kicking my butt, I'm gunna take care of all my problems and try to balance things out. I think I need a good nights sleep....












Sunday, June 21, 2009

Lake Lanier+Chris Suprise Bday

So two days ago I went to lake lanier with chris, and some of her viet friends from church. Lake Lanier got a new waterpark, and we had some fun, and i got burned like freakin bacon...


Me and Chris

Chinh looks like one of those kids from the feed Africa ads :X

Jamie fell asleep

And then yesterday was Christina's bday, so about 2 weeks before, i planned a suprise bday party. Only a few people came, but it was still a success.

Xin Yu and Missy lookin at XY's pants...

The table.

The cake
So-Mi, the only present giver XD


Anyways, plans for this week are to find a job, and make a good impression at the FSA auditions next saturday. Its high time I found a real crew and make some real progress.

Thursday, June 18, 2009

First Blog

So ive always wanted to get a blog. After readin Ben baller for almost a year, and my friend Sayuka gettin one, I guess it was high time to get one too

So today was pretty good compared to my last two days. Went to the doctor and figured out that i had a minor ear infection. (lost a bet to Chris T.T). Got some prescription for it, but didnt really need it that much, so im just gunna wait it out

Then took Sonny (VW GTi, pics tomorrow hopefully), and picked up Chris to go to the Y. Got some good practice in, fav of all day was actually Take Control by Amerie ft Se7en. Havent used that song in ages, its always got some good parts if u know the song well enough.

So funny story, that day i decided to floss my green jbwkz stack shirt, and when i walked into the Y, some people who were working up front were like: "holy shit are jabbawockeez?" And I'm just like..... uhhh no sorry... Really akward. Probably one of the last times i wear my jabbawockeez shirt, its kinda embarresing.

Anyways, then we went to panda express, i think im in love with orange chicken (and tomorrow I wont...)

Anyways I just got home from what started out as a duty call for one of my more weirder friends, Eric Lei. You ever met one of those guys who hates you, and you hate him, but somehow u two are like close as hell? Yea well the man is a workin man, Johnny Rockets, host. I gave him a ride home, then Jk called me up. This girl is the type of girl who u hate her guts, but shes fun to be around. You'd never go to her for help, but ud always wanna invite her to a party. Anyways we meet for coffee, her lil sis ( who is in my class) is also there, Jennifer Kim. Good ol grouchy Jennifer, we catch up, talk about cars, life, and I come home.

Anyways tomorrow is Lake Lanier with C-Neezy >< Gunna be a fun road trip, some of her old friends from her church are goin, so its gunna be interesting. Have pics up definately.

pC