Future...?

So I'm at lunch right now, just mulling things over and reading some blogs.

And I started to wonder, what kind of life to I want in the future. Do I want a 9 to 5 job, wife and kids? Do I wanna travel the world and be a rockstar (if i have the talent). I want a balance. I wanna be able to travel the world quietly. I wanna have that sense of not being just one of those rockstars. I wanna be respected in what I do (dancing), and for that I wanna be able to travel the world. When I mean world, I dont mean exotic, but just to meet new people and absorb a lil culture. I dont mind not having a fast paced life. I actually want the opposite. I want an exciting life, but a quiet one. Teachin classes, performing, workshops. A dancers life doesnt have to be all glam. It can be one of just being respected, and having fun with what you do with life.

Anywaysssssss. So I found out I have alot more shit for school than I thought. Tomorrow is WEB, so I get a lil more time to catch up with school work and make up some shit. Class thursday, and I still gotta work on my lit video project due thursday, and I still gotta personal shit to take care of.....

Stay safe!

Update? Long Week Ahead

So last week my class was a pretty good success. Overall the kids follow choreography well, even if their basics are down in the dumps. I blame the teacher before me ><

This week.... what do I have on my checklist this week

Research paper for lit. God I hate that class. I've never gotten below an A in lit, then all of a sudden I'm failing that shit.

Class this Thursday. I'm debating whether to teach them basic breaking, if i even qualify to teach breaking for that matter. But I really wanna give em some of that old school shit, you know, rock steady, boogaloo, lockers, rather than just that conventional hip hop they are used to.

Catch up on sleep. I have this thing where i need atleast 10 hours of sleep one night a week. But so far its been a good 3 weeks since I've gotten atleast one night of 10 hours of sleep.

Study for my classes in general. Last stretch. Gotta work hard

Lit group project. This bitch is so damn tough. A research paper thats like worth 8 times, and a video project. Its ridiculous

Finally, I gotta get together my one month gift for Anny. Its gunna take alooot of time and alot of effort. But like I told her. Shes worth every dollar from my wallet, every particle of energy, every brainwave used, and every hour of sleep lost. Shes worth it.

Anyways, this week its gunna be kinda lonely. Shes got a ton of stuff, wont go into that.

"If even God had problems dealing with his children, Adam and Eve, how do you expect to do better as a father?"
My dad should take a page from Bill Cosby....

I've really been getting into Community Channel. Natalie Nguyen is the coolest person ever. Hands down. She talks about stuff all of us can relate to. And she makes it funny. And in some weird, creepy way, shes really attractive....


Wish me luck on a hectic week.

My First Class

Tonight is my first class.... Wish me luck!
I'll post some photos tonight if I get a chance. But yea I'm really excited.

Wish I had my special someone with me there though..... I miss her

The World is Mine for the Takin

"The world is mine for the taking, make me king."

Eminem said that once, and I think that really struck a chord with me. Lately I've been thinkin about my dream to be a dancer. I remember when I started, it was just to be cool. Lookin back on that, I'm slightly regretful that I didnt take it seriously til i met a girl that i loved. But thats over, and now its become my life. I recently (today) got a job as a dance teacher at a Chinese dance school my friend goes to. This is such a big step for me. With ABDC and all those dance shows around, dancing has become something anyone can appreciate. But then theres the predicament. Do I want to teach others and spread my knowledge? Or do I wanna hog it and become the best.
Thats when I realized that its not about bein the best in world, but bein the best dancer I can be. I found a new interpretation for that quote. The world is mine for the taking. I am the world. I am my own world. I need to conquer myself, and that is honestly the most I can do for myself and the world. And I owe it to the world to give back what it has given to me.


Also I've reconciliated with my ex. I've accepted it. And I'm movin on with life.

Deep, right?

Cant wait til Thursday, first class! I'll upload some pictures.... I'm debating whether I should do choreography for Lollipop- Big Bang ft 2NE1, or Uptown- Drake ft Bun B and Lil Wayne.....

Halloween Weekend

So this halloween weekend was kind of uneventful in terms of parties. I hit up one party, and since i promised Anny I wouldnt smoke, drink, or get high. So it wasnt anything too fun.... Anyways!

Thursday, I attended the first rehearsal thing for Anny's one act play competition. Shes a drama kid, so it was fun. I'm not much of a theater person, but this was a fun experience. Their play was called: "Neighborhood 3: Requisition of Doom". Long story short, dont let your kids play scary video games...

The stage



Friday, I sorta just got home and chilled. The weather is terrible. I know that its like a change of scene from our usual sun filled days, but its starting to annoy people. But ionno, I kinda like it...


Saturday (Halloween) I went to go see the one act competition that their drama kids entered. Hillgrove placed 2nd, and the actress in their group that i liked the most got overall best actress. Sooooo kind of an exciting day. Ionno I feel like I've been hooked, and for some weird reason I felt proud of them. The thing about a one act play competition is that not only do they judge on how well you act, but also on a time. 55 minutes is the limit, and on Thursday when I saw em they were over, but saturday it was picture perfect. Even though they got 2nd, you could tell they were the crowd favorite.


In my car. Cleaned it out on Friday, its soooo nice now ><


Fresh much? I need to cop a pair of Societies when i get paid


Middle of freakin nowhere. Seriously, if you gave me a map of GA, I do not know where the hell i am...\


The stage.... Smaller, but it was to their advantage, not as much echo, so you could hear them better.



My Anny... so pretty


So today, I've just been chillin, doin some hw, had dumplings for dinner... Yep lazy Sundays are the best.

Stay safe!

Been awhile

So today I went to the studio for some personal meditation and some freestyling

What I had no expected was to get some answers

Dancing has always been my outlet, I dunno what I'd do without it. Its been with me through everything since like middle school, and though it wasnt til recently that I decided to take it a little more seriously (my life), I'm still proud of myself for keeping up with it

Funnily enough freestyling turned into some choreography. So far I've got a lil set for Lollipop- Big Bang ft 2NE1 and Uptown- Drake... GOD I LOVE SOREAL CRU. Why is Brian Puspos so damn nasty? Like, why did God allocate so much swagger into him when he was bein made up there....
I'm starting to get a hang of choreography, but I love freestyling more. Just gotta get more variety, and I need to not think to much, but feel it. I'm still having a problem with that. Once in awhile, I'll reach that mode where I can seriously feel the music. But thats usually when I dont have a mirror in front and I can see how fat I am....

DOOD. I need to lose some weight. Having a new girlfriend means I need to try..... Crap. And I gotta get some for school. I cannot wait til I get into college, and I can sorta live my life a lil more.....

Well the rest of the night will consist of drinkin some good ol' yeo soymilk, watch some Family Guy, study a lil, and sing my baby to sleep ^^


me at the studio. Couldnt find my damn camera, had to settle for my phone camera.... I need to record my choreography...

See you all later

New things

aint she pretty?

So how much has happened?

Alot

Christina left me for another guy ( to my understanding), and maybe this blog will help me.

I've found another girl, a girl that I really connect with. Shes an artist ><>

I got a class to teach i think ever saturday now, at a local chinese dance school. Should be fun

----RANT---

Its like love again. Falling in love. The first kiss. That time you sang to her. I think this is the first traditional relationship I've ever had. Maybe its because I have a car.... T.T

But this feeling is something I've never felt. I think they call this.... falling for someone. Shes just so... bright. So brilliant. So.... right?

Yea... so right

Schools kicking my butt, I'm gunna take care of all my problems and try to balance things out. I think I need a good nights sleep....