Ugh....

So my dancing is doin horribly. I'm starting to slip. I'm getting lazy, and I'm just not doin so well. Its like I go through these phases where I just completely lose my style and my abilities. I dont know. Its just so damn frustrating when I cant dance. I hate it. It makes me feel like I'm stuck inside a box, and I just cant get out. I want to scream. It makes me feel inadequate, and it makes me feel insignificant. That coupled with me struggling with trying to lose weight. Its pissing me off.